Life - A Puzzle within

Hi friends, this has been a long gap since I filled up pages of the blog. A lot has been changed, the 4 letter word LIFE has such large spectrum of definations within it, I had never before expected the same. Thinking about the LIFE of the disgrunted homeless in home people of Sri Lanka(who fear to call themselves tamils anymore), or the people in NWFP in Pakistan, who are helpless to extent that they had their head shaved off just because they had doen a terrible crime against sharriah by listening to songs. Or Life of fellow Infocians, who were having a seemingly job for past 4-5 years, but with just small mail from HR, their life devasted, and they werent even allowed a day to atleast say a simple SAYONARA. Dasvedania seems to be a different ball game when it comes to Infy policies.
Anyways, what does this 4 letter word imply to us, normal middle class Software Engineers, That remains a puzzle for me at large. With people uncertain about their future, with a middle class man unsure about what is going to happen tomarrow, Life certainly is having a last laugh, taking each and every person for a ride.
With people appearing to smile, and later on we realize, that was just a aversion (shell) to hide the inner pain of the sould who wants help, support, and reassurance. When life is cheaper than death, When it is not polititians, but barbarian and universally acclaimed terrorists rule over us and show their strength by literally making one of the biggest so called democracies fall at their toes. This wasn’t any inadvertant or unexpected thing, people say it was long hatched ballon that had been in very exitance for it to blow up. The problem could be many, I wouldn’t like into delve into them, but the LIFE certainly seems to be taking a backseat in the given scenario.
We laugh, smile, have fun, spend “quality time” with near and dear ones,feel like possessing world in our pockets,, but suddenly it seems that it was just an illusion that has now vanished into thin air, with we having left with nothing more than a dreamy soul, having been overburdened by our own expectation, we feel ourselves as so weak, so fragile, as if our sould crying out for help, for support, for someone we can shout at, with whom we can cry our hearts out. I often feel that a human being is perfect and doesn’t need anyone else, but in these volatile times, LIFE does seem to be much better with someone rather than without someone.
Thinking about someone, who that someone might be? Wao, that is a zillion dollar question. And well, That might sound as the craziest of the answers, I think that someone can be anyone. It can even be some unknown person whom we don’t even know, and It could be someone whom we have known forever. LIFE certainly does tricks us into so many complexities. Just a 4 letter word, a mere four letter word can be so unwinding, so disturbing, so pleasant and at the same time, so hurting at times, That is something, I can never realize, what I can do at best is just to try to understand, what I want out of it, well, technically as I am just a pawn of the same, So it must be the otherway around. So I, like numerous people would do the same, would fall in line, and let LIFE dictate what is in store for me. Coz I know, that would be for best. I just wish my assertion beng true. Am enjoying life, or rather being led by LIFE. That is Life for me.